Is it just me or are there others out there? I need every single day of the week planned before it starts, I know exactly what I’d do the next week-almost every single hour of each day. I have months planned, years planned and well to an extent my whole life planned. I have a schedule that I stick to and I feel good, I’m usually not very hyper about surprises that disturb my schedule. Simple things like going to the grocery store annoys me because I wasn’t planning on doing it, I had something else to do at that time.
I seriously have everyday planned

Today: WAS study for a computer-science mid-term that I had and sleep IF I had anytime left after that, today turned out just fine except for one BLOODY thing. I had to call up the International Students Associations Office that takes care of all the International Students SHIT. They told me that I can’t take a course this summer for a reason that I DO NOT wish to discuss. I am soooo pissed off right now cause this essentially ruins my so called planned summer semester part. What I’m I to do this summer? I’m certainly not going to India cause there a whole different story to back that up.

What the HELL and I going to this whole bloody 3months???? OH YEAH, I’ve got an answer to that, I’m going to watch FOOD NETWORK and learn how to cook so I can poison those mother fuckers at the food fair or something.

I am sooo fucking pissed off I could do some major damage to this house which is fucking expensive so I better not. Arrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhh

Where do I go? What do I do? Why don’t I have any ideas. mummyyyyyyyyyy